sorting it through

i'm still sorting through it all, the death and reality of life after another father-figure dies. tough stuff that won't be sorted anytime soon but has prompted a reclusive season... and negotiating for a potential job and discouraged by 1.the lack of pursuit by potential employer as well as 2.my own ego so apparently in tact.

a happy picture from time at home with two of the kiddos. Ruby and half of benjamin.